Grief

For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

Psalm 30:5

Grief is the companion of ALS. It rises with every loss, sometimes with great tears and sobs, sometimes with just a lingering sadness and a sense that what used to be is no more. I am trying to give myself time to grieve, but sometimes I think I could be grieving all the time, and I don’t want to be doing that. That would not be good for me or fair to my family, who have their own grief to deal with.

My symptoms tend to be worse in the evenings, and often that is when I feel sad. But when I am reminded that this world is not my home, I can relax a bit and look forward with hope.

Joy cometh in the morning! While I am still here, there are plenty of reasons to get up in the morning–sunrises, singing birds, laughter as my husband or daughter gets me dressed, the warm smile of each of my family members, a cup of sweet hot tea, and friends. And there are many more things I could list. God’s blessings are indeed rich and infinite!

Crocuses in front of our home

3 responses to “Grief”

  1. What a glorious thing to witness His strength in your weakness. He keeps your tears of grief in His bottle. You are a blessing, my friend!

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    1. Thank you, Lynn! May He help me to keep on writing.

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  2. Karen, We read in God’s word and hear others talk about the importance of relying on God and being thankful in all circumstances. But you are showing us what that means. It doesn’t mean you will always feel “happy” and never cry. It’s deeper than that. As you walk through this fiery furnace, which certainly would not have been your choice, there is one that walks alongside you and will not let you be devoured! He catches all your tears of frustration and sadness and grief. They are precious to him. May the Lord give you many reasons to rejoice in Him today! Love and hugs!

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