35 And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.

John 6:35

I’m finding that food is the most difficult thing to let go of. I have always loved food and never been one to go on special diets. Any food is good in moderation has been my motto. Many times I have cried while watching my family eat without me. And since I get my tube feeding at night I am often hungry by dinnertime. So that makes it even harder.

My family is trying hard to make it easier. They have made warm milky tea to push down my tube. It helps make me feel a part of things. But I really really miss eating. Remembering good times with friends that have centered around food., I feel sad.

There are lots of verses in the Bible that speak about food. But these speak of never being hungry. I look forward to that day.